October 2010
6 tags
writing what's on my mind #1
i really need to stop thinking about you, everytime i pass through your town, i feel the need to speak to you, i wish it could all go back to normal, my love for you is still uncontrollable, the way you make me feel is unexplainable, but getting ahold of you is impossible, so i want to tell you this, for once i don’t feel pissed, i’m just gonna write what i feel, ...
Oct 31st
Anonymous asked: Interesting. Well, thanks anyways.
You've answered all my questions.
Oct 31st
Anonymous asked: Hmm, I guess so.
personal question if that's okay?
Are you waiting for anyone ?
Oct 29th
courage.
see you from across the hall, trying not to make eye contact at all, because when i’m around you i just feel so small, i just wanna whisper in your ear, and not have anyone else hear, i just wanna pull you near, i love you so much, it’s hard to bear, love like this is so rare, i’m a nobody,  but you’re my everything, i don’t care what your friends say, when...
Oct 28th
6 tags
apology.
can you hear me now? now that i have finally told you out loud, do i have an idea what i just said? do i have an excuse for the mistakes i did? nope, i’m all out. all i know is that i’m gonna hold you tight, from now on i’m gonna treat you right, cause baby girl,you’re such a beautiful sight, and i love you, with all my might. am i just a hallucination? have i...
Oct 28th
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Anonymous asked: Hmm , Someone who finally thinks like me. Is it snowing ? haha. makes me think, what made you think like this ?
By the way, that is true . No matter what shit you're going through with the person you have to wait, it's a way if showing your true love. You just gotta make sure, that person is worth waiting for.
Oct 27th
7 tags
breaking the silence.
i haven’t written here in forever, so i’ll just jot down whatever, i feel like i’m becoming overrated, like my thoughts are hard to relate, when my pupils dilate, i know nothing is the same, neither am i, i’ve changed. since this summer, i’ve been born again, i’m a diffrent person now, screaming so fucking loud, screaming at the ones who are just...
Oct 26th
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d:
Well, dragons are cool, fo sho’
Oct 26th
Anonymous asked: How can you wait for someone , who doesn't want to be waited for ?
Oct 26th
Oct 21st
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Oct 21st
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Oct 21st
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Oct 19th
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Jazzzzzz
a girl was born June 14, that girl is perfect, can’t you see? she’s roughly five feet tall, but her heart isn’t small. this girl was born june 14th, i belong to her, like a dog on a leash, everything i do, is for her, even my heartbeat, so sit down, take a seat, i’ll tell you about this girl who i’m glad to meet. i’m happy she’s my friend, i hope...
Oct 19th
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Oct 19th
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dreams are meant to be crushed. will you have the courage to dream a new one up?
Oct 19th
Oct 19th
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FUCK SUMMER LOVING.
Oct 14th
DrewDrew :DD
Why do i miss you so muches? Lets see you answer that c: <3 -Heavenbear.tumblr.com andrew- letsss see. i miss seeing the little blondie walking down the halls. D: but as for why YOU miss ME, i have nooooooooooooooooo IDEA,. :D                                                                                                                                
Oct 11th
8 tags
Momma- Short Story
Momma                 Open my eyes, awake from my dreams, the first thing I think is “damn, it wasn’t real.” In my dream I was CEO of a huge company, I was a millionaire, I wasn’t myself.  I was who my mom wanted me to be, I was the Shane everybody liked, I was happy, only to be awakened by my reality. The first thing I did was grab my phone, check my messages, and see if my mom called. I haven’t...
Oct 8th
5 tags
untitled.
i really don’t have anything to say anymore, ever since you walked right out of my door, ever since you walked off the face of the earth, i’m trying to figure out what my life is worth, i can’t even get a girl to stay with me, every single time i try, they leave, or they die. i’m tired of the world’s fucking lies, “love is eternal, and it never...
Oct 6th
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Ed-Ucation- Dr. Dre
This is real poetry. .. a black man is a pimp Well let me tell you the biggest pimp on planet motherfuckin Earth, is her momma It,s her MOMMA that told her, “Get a man that got a good job gurl! Make sure he got a good car gurl! Make sure he can take you out and buy you somethin gurl!” What happened to just fallin in love with a nigga with a bus pass — — just cause you...
Oct 5th
Oct 5th
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vegachristian-deactivated201206 asked: Why don't we have a rap battle?
Oct 5th
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Oct 4th
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adifferenttypeofbeauty asked: why are you so gosh darn great :D
Oct 4th
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constructionpaper asked: no problem, I always follow people who I think love words as much as I do.
Oct 4th
4 tags
anger.
i’ve been having trouble organizing my thoughts, trying to delete some memorys, but they’re never gone. i don’t wanna think about you anymore, but as i reflect on your antics, i realize your a whore, saying that, i still want you more and more. i can’t believe you did those things to me, when you snuck around, and cheated on me, i thought you were gonna be true? i...
Oct 4th
5 tags
push the limit.
when i was born i was too small, i used to believe god would take care of it all, but that was my foolish naivety, thinking people in this world has a sense of sincerity, thinking i’d stumble upon prosperity, thinking the girl i loved would stay with me for eternity, i was wrong, i was wrong all along, thinking little simple love songs, “i love you, as long as the sky is...
Oct 4th
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Oct 3rd
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Oct 3rd
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McAllen is such an ugly name for a city.
Oct 3rd
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